♫ DELUSION DIARY ♫

How can I said?
im so!! HOT!!
he is so HANDSOME! lol
yeah.. i have a song for him..

You're so good to me baby, baby

I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed

I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound

I wanna stay this way forever I'll say it loud

You make me so hot

Make me wanna drop

It's so ridiculous

I can barely stop

I can hardly breathe

You make me wanna scream

You're so fabulous

You're so good to me baby, baby

You're so good to me baby, baby

And I can show you all the places you've never been

And I can make you say everything that you've never said

And I will let you do anything again and again

Always I know

Hold me, love me

Don't ever go

Ooh, yeah yeah

Source

hahhaa..

Im speechless..

but..
HE IS HANDSOME!! i want to but it!! yosh!! collect my money!! >///<)b

Gue mimpi di jodohin ma ortu! WHAT THE HELL???!! O________________O
I never thinking about THIS! bisa-bisanya mereka jodohin gue ma orang... hm.. seinget gue dia orang jawa ==' yampun! tulen tah? gue GAK MAOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Di mimpi gue gue di jodohin ma orang yang bokap bawain namanya ketika gue lagi nonton TV di lante atas... pas gue liat gue shock! yaiyalah! =='

Bokap: ini calon suami mu..
Me: *shock*
Bokap: iya..
Me: gak maooooo!!!!! *nangis*
Bokap: knapa?
Me: *liat namanya* gak mau!! maunya SHINJI NINOMIYA!!!!!!! DIA YANG BERHAK JADI SUAMI GUE!!! T________T

Mpe sebegitukah gue menginginkan dia jadi suami gue? o.O amin ya allah klo gue jadian ma shinji! >< gue suka ma DIAAAAA! *d tabok ken & jun* ken & jun.. maapin daku yah.. emang shinji yang selalu di hati *di tendang* XDD

IntinYA! gue suka ma shinji! ><
Temen gue mpe blg..
"lah.. amin dah lu klo nikah ma shinji, gue ma di mao, icha ma yuuya.." amin dah! >.<
Gue janji klo bisa nikah ma shinji akan gue rubah sifatnya tanpa mengubah kepribadiannya! amin ya allah ><

Im happy!
I got something to contain my heart >/////<
I thinks he is so nice! i hope my dream will not happen! T___T make me so sad.

The news abou shinji have girlfriend make me shocked!! T___T if true i dunno what i said to him.. im so jealous!! do you know, every night before i go to sleep i always said your name in my dream!, can you believe it?? i really like you!! i love you.. i hope im wrong when i listen it.. T^T

I HOPE ITS NOT TRUE!!! >o<

2. beauty sleep
what the different of these?

Deep sleep, it means we are sleep without dream, it called we are restart the body and feel fresh in the morning.
Beauty sleep, it means we are sleep with dream, we also know about the dream, bad dream or good dream. it can happen to our body. when we wake up in the morning we always feel so tired because of dream..

but for me, im happy if I get the beauty sleep with HIM! yeahh Shinji SID! >///<
but now?? never.. huh! i miss him so much.. T___T

Tell about my self? ^^

Im japanese girl, do you believe it? I have slanting eyes, yellow skin, 170cm as my height, black hair, small lips.. ^^
Do you believe it? lol

Im not japanese girl, but I asia girl..
When I was child my mother often called me like Oshin, because my face like Japanese girl!

I have a doll when i was young, now.. my age is 21 years old.. ^^
hahahaa..
Today i talked back about it, yeah.. my mother said to me.. happy? maybe.. my friends also said to me, she said "maybe you like Japan very much n your face like japanese girl" no! it was not true! far far away i knew about japan, it happen to me.. theyre wrong! =='

Now!
for collect how I looks like japanese girl I like JAPAN! I love the band, especially SID シド. I love Shinji Ninomiya or Shinji SID or theyre Guitarist >w< he is so handsome n cute!! >////<


I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH!

yey... he is giving me to write new fanfic about SID!
I like his smile, so kawaii.. his performance when in the stage may me so happy, when he is acting like cute boy, he made me thinking he is young! he is already 31 years old.. but for me he has same old.. hm.. 21-23 years old.. ^w^




hahaha.. it is me.. ^^

yey yey yey.. v(^o^)v is copy shinji's style in Ranbu no Melody type B.

have a nice day.. ^^

kawaiii!!! >______<

OMG!! his face!! SO CUTE!!
u think he is chatting or reading his fan tweets to him.. 0.0 he read my tweets?? >w< I HOPE YES! Im care with him! why he doesnt care with his fans? i dunno.. just God and his self who has the answer..

COOL!! HIS EYES!!
LOVE IT!! >//////<

thx to sidnad@lj

kapan gitu gue kan baca tentang "bagian tubuh mana dari pria yang disukai" banyak tuh pilihannya! tapi gue mah jawab BIBIR! sumpah! gue suka banget ma bentuk bibirnya SHINJI! eksotis! >////<

nyaunyauyawwwwwwwwww
mantep kan?? XDb
iya dunk!

 yey.. v^o^v

Tadi siang di angkot gue sempet mikirin Shinji SID...
tapi ini lebih unik n lain daripada yang lain..
DIA HAMIL!! XDDDD
OMG!! he was so cute!!
dia terbaring di rumah sakit, tangannya dipegang suster, gue juga megang sih..
napasnya tersengal-sengal, dia teriak "hahuhahu"
sumpah!! wajahnya itu CUTE ABIS!!! >///////<
sebenarnya gue gak mau nistain dia lagi.. tapi mau bagaimana lagi.. tiba2 nongol? XDD yasudahlah..

ni pikunya..

OMG!! HE WAS HANDSOME!!
SHINJI-KUN PLEASE BE MY HUSBAND! I REALLY LIKE YOU! *kiss*





dia emang cute bgt!!
bener2 nyegerin mata dah.. ^3^b

ntah gue ngerasa de ja vu or gak.. ato ngerasa aneh sendiri, tapi itu nyata loh! NYATA!
gini..
udah beberapa kali gue pengen sesuatu dari si -ehem- shinji, tapi selalu dapat.. terakhir gue liat tasnya yang menurut gue sih unik, secara gue kan cewek jadi iri mah biasa kalau liat barang2 unik dan lucu.. cewek gitu loh.. XDD

tapi ini emang lucu loh!
unik banget!
sempat terlintas, kok cowok kayak dia punya tas yang lucu banget!
samaan lah ma tas gue yang ada tulisan koreanya..
tapi punyanya angka..
ni..

ya kan??
unik..
pengen..
semoga pas jalan2 besok nemu yang kayak gini, kata si shinji sih lappienya muat! punya gue muat gak yah?? secara punya gue kan 14 inch.
lucu! >w<
pengen.. T^T

ni punya gue..






beda kan??
yang ini nemunya mah di toko boneka.. ^^
yang atas mana kutahu..
tanyakan ma shinji.. ^^