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この手を持って生まれたのは　きっと殴る為ではない
この口を持って生まれたのは　きっと罵る為ではない

愛だの恋だのはまだちゃんとはわからない
だけど　そういうもんなんだろう
憎しみ合って　恨み合って　遠くで歪み合う世界じゃ
居場所など　何処にもない

君を撫でたり　手を繋いだり　手を振ってみたり
それだけで　僕は　寂しくないって　思えるから
歌を歌ったり　愛を囁いて　キスをしてみよ
それならもう　何も怖くないから
そうやって　僕らは繋がっているんだ
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kono te wo motte umareta no wa　kitto naguru tame de wa nai
kono kuchi wo motte umareta no wa　kitto nonoshiru tame de wa nai

ai da no koi da no wa mada chanto wa wakaranai
dakedo　sou iu mon nandarou
nikushimiatte　uramiatte　tooku de hizumiau sekai jya
ibasho nado　doko ni mo nai

kimi wo nadetari　te wo tsunaidari　te wo futtemitari
sore dake de　boku wa　sabishikunaitte　omoeru kara
uta wo utattari　ai wo sasayaite　kisu wo shitemiyo
sore nara mou　nani mo kowakunai kara
sou yatte　bokura wa tsunagatteirunda
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Surely we weren't born with these hands to hit each other
Surely we weren't born with this mouth to abuse each other

I still don't properly understand what is love, what is non-platonic love
But　that's what it is
In a faraway world where we hate,　resent, and twist each other
There isn't anywhere　where you can belong

I brush your hair gently,　hold your hand,　and try to touch your hand
With just that　I can think　that I'm　not lonely so
Sing a song,　murmur your love,　and try kissing
With that I am already　no longer scared of anything
In that way　we are connected

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Lyrics - Sayonara Setsuna
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それ有り触れた状況　冷たいのはお互い様だと　わかって　笑って
それを繰り返す日常　居場所は少しずつ　狭まくなって　消えた

いっそ夢のない　現実に逃避したい
自分さえわからない　私だったから

“サヨナラ”壊れかけの恋心　夢の中なら言えたのに
満たされないのわかってる　でもこうやって　また求めてしまうの

所詮永遠なんてない　愛なんて言葉だけ　苦しくって辛い
134号線は今夜も闇を切り裂いてはエンジンが唸る

どんな未来も　積木遊びみたいだ
壊れて初めて　限界気付く

“サヨナラ”壊れかけの恋心　いつだって別の誰か想って
満たされないのわかってて　近づいたけど
優しすぎる貴方に　期待してたんだ

ずっと一緒に居て欲しいなんて　夢見る少女にはもう戻れる筈もない

“サヨナラ”壊れかけの恋心　夢の中なら言えたこと
愛されないのわかったの　悲しいけれど
もう戻れなくていいよ

だから“サヨナラ”を言わせて
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Sayonara setsuna

sore wa arifureta joukyou　tsumetai no wa otagaisama da to　wakatte　waratte
sore wo kurikaesu nichijou　ibasho wa sukoshizutsu　semaku natte　kieta

isso yume no nai　genjitsu ni touhishitai
jibun sae wakaranai　watashi datta kara

"sayonara" kowarekake no koigokoro　yume no naka nara ieta no ni
mitasarenai no wakatteru　demo kouyatte　mata motometeshimau no

shosen eien nante nai　ai nante kotoba dake　kurushikutte tsurai
hyakusanjuuyon gousen wa konya mo yami wo kirisaite wa enjin ga unaru

donna mirai mo　tsumiki asobi mitai da
kowarete hajimete　genkai kidzuku

"sayonara" kowarekake no koigokoro　 itsudatte betsu no dareka omotte
mitasarenai no wakattete　chikadzuita kedo
yasashisugiru anata ni　kitaishitetanda

zutto issho ni itehoshii nante　yumemiru shoujo ni mou modoreru hazu mo nai

"sayonara"kowarekake no koigokoro　yume no naka nara ieta koto
aisarenai no wakatta no　kanashii keredo
mou modorenakute ii yo

dakara "sayonara" wo iwasete
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Goodbye Moment(Setsuna)

Those are ordinary circumstances　　I understand　that what is cold is mutual between us　and so I laughed
Every day that repeats that　the place I'm in little by little　grows narrower　and disappears

I want to escape the reality　that has no sudden dreams
I don't understand even myself　Because it was me

"Goodbye"my breaking love*　　even though I was able to say it inside a dream
I understand that I'm not satisfied　but if I do it like this　I will want it again

Afterall it doesn't last forever　　Love is only a word　　To say it's painful is so hard
The 134th line that pierces the darkness tonight as well is the engine roaring

No matter what future　　it's like playing with building blocks
It has begun to break for the first time　 and I realize its limits

"Goodbye" my breaking love　 You're always thinking of someone else
I understand that I'm not satisfied　　though we got closer
I looked forward　　to you who was too nice

To say that I want to always be together　　I already shouldn't be able to return to the dreaming girl

"Goodbye" my breaking love　　To be able to have said it in a dream
I understand that I'm not loved　　It's sad however
It's fine if I can return

So, let me say "Goodbye"

Source: The Kiddie FanPage on Facebook.

YUSA
- born in kanagawa fujisawa
- is a ex member of kazoku
- used to smoke . and favorite tobacco was Mild seven but he's not smoking now
- Dior homme is his favorite perfume
- favorite artist is スーパーカー and YUKI
- nickname is riyu さ～ゆ～
- he wote the lyrics of their song BLOW UP
- GAB soccer tournament revealed that he enrolled in a junior youth football


Yuusei
- born in kanagawa kawasaki
- is a ex member of ANDALIZE → Le: ciel (Yuki) & Maruru (KiruA)
- favorite brand of cigarette is KENT ULTRA MENTHOL 1.
- DOLCE & GABBANA the one FOR MEN & BLUE JEANS is his favorite perfume
- favorite artist is slipknot and limp bizkit
- always in a high tension so finds himself weak in head . <- lol . what does he mean ... ?
- he call AKI of SID and TORA of ALICE NINE "aniki"


JUN
- born in ibaraki
- Ex. parallel → Giglle (Jun) → 繚華 with Wicked Children (Support / Jun) → Risumi (Jun) → nkazoku (Djun)
- favorite brand of cigarette is JPS .
- favorite perfume is LALIQUE AMETHYST
- favorite artist are Nuno Bettencourt、柴崎浩、Jeff Beck、LUNA SEA
- eats a lot but still skinny
- penguins in trouble is his favorite video specially the Humboldt Penguin

SORAO
- born in Kagoshima
- Ex.Shelly ~ Jazz Rock Children ~ (Sora)
- favorite brand of cigarette is SEVEN STARS (soft pack)
- favorite perfume is BVLGARI POUR HOMME
- favorite artist JUDY AND MARY & Hysteric Blue
- base on how he started he was love at first sight in a music store that he wants to buy something when he was in high school <- (not sure about this but its almost the same. )
- was shaved when he was in a baseball team in middle school .

YUUDAI
- born in kanagawa yokohama
- Ex.Re 'lude (Road crew) → Gibbs → CODE NAME (Yu) → kazoku (Yu)
- non smoker . <3
- favorite perume is DOLCE & GABANNA LIGHT BLUE (same as me ! <3)
- favorite artist KORN and Limp Bizkit
- leader in the band
- has a close relationship with TORA of alice nine today .
- he's from USA .
- likes liquor and thinks that beer is weak . lol



Source: http://community.livejournal.com/the_kiddie

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